
When I started NunoXEI.com it was done in an effort to collect all my thoughts and creative ideas into one place. First and foremost I wanted an outlet that could help me document the ways my mind fractures like a hundred children in a candy store. The last month has started to shine some light on a focus point for my mental wanderings.
Thanks to a comment about NunoXEI.com’s direction over at Tim Brownson’s blog at The Discomfort Zone (ADaringAdventure.com) concerning my “randomness” the vision for this site has likely happened sooner then expected. Now, this isn’t to say I can just stop having random thoughts–that’s part of who I am, and so that will inevitably be part of what my blog will also represent.
Does Tim’s comment make me self-conscious about my site’s purpose? No, not at all. The reason is because when I collapsed all my projects down and merged them all here, my main concern was to figure out why I wanted to hold on to ANY of it. I mean I loved it all, but chasing numbers and subscribers, monetizing and marketing, all that other stuff started making it all feel like a job–and i did NOT need another job.
That being said… I’m an artist and deep down that artist voice calls out the need to be heard and to be seen and to enter the mind’s of those it wishes to entertain. That one extra random voice makes up part of who I am. For this site’s content to “be heard” it must make more of an attempt to not be a random portfolio of possibilities. It ultimately comes down to who I want to speak to. I was happy keeping it to close friends, but again, the artist in me wants to go beyond that. That struggle has pulled the roller coaster lever wantonly while I ping-ponged my head against the harness, but I do think the ride is coming to an end.
And with the end of that one ride, I’m sure I’ll eagerly chase down the next ride. That’s who I am.
Republic Domain will continue to be an outlet on a consistent basis. I’d like to re-startup “comiXtrips” as taking a break from it for about a year now has made me realize that I really do miss creating those. The reason I stopped that podcast early was because I got caught up in the pondering: Why does the internet need another guy spouting out comic related news? Isn’t there enough out there already? But I’ve come to see that the internet is full of ENOUGH of EVERYTHING and that’s never stopped independent creators from carving out their niche.
I’m going to take the time to breakdown what makes me… well… me. There are no specifics here, what there is is a pseudo-chronology of what my interests have been since I was about 8 or 9 years old.
Prehistoric Era
I was amazed at the vastness of space first. Then I became a fanboy of dinosaurs–-almost every school project for the next 7 years involved something to do with the good ol’ Thunder Lizards. I even wanted to pursue the notion of becoming a palaeontologist. Then I started watching Friends and my love for the Ross character made me realize why I shouldn’t become a palaeontologist–-unless I fancied nailing a hot chick on a stack of dino bones… I digress…
Occult Era
I turned to the supernatural during my early highschool years. I read an Occult Encyclopedia from cover to cover as a night time amusement. I even took notes. First the obvious fascination for vampires occurred–what with all the vamp culture on the rise, Buffy, Interview With a Vampire, From Dusk Till Dawn, Embraced by a Vampire (ya? What? I loved Who’s the Boss and now she was of age… and topless… I digress). Obviously this then took me to lore about the werewolf and creatures like the Lock Ness or Bigfoot. How did cultures create this phenomenon? What in REAL life made oral traditions expand on their tales?
Aliens Era
Then came X-Files (at least the first 4 seasons) and I was back into life outside this planet. I read Erich Von Daniken “Chariot of the Gods” and an assortment of conspiracy guides I downloaded from shady BBS communities and News Group forums–Oh, ya! THAT far back baby! Pre-commercial internet all the way where conspiracy theories ran rampant!
Science Era
As I entered university I explored psychology, sociology and anthropology as my electives. I studied mythology like a crack whore seeks his next hit. I connected it all to a sense of reality. I connected it to what was possible still even if it wasn’t possible before centuries ago. The mysteries of the mind, the possibility of evolution or the resurrection of extinct creatures (dinosaurs), the theoretical metaphysics, pseudophysics, uberphysics, whateverphysics; it was all on hyperdrive through a universe of dreams and wishes hopefully to become reality.
Genetic/Technology Era
This brings me to the last decade or so. Cloning, chimeras, even artificial intelligence are at scientific levels that can only open up more doors for even more possibility. DNA and stem cell research is breaking through controversial lines and the world as a whole is being handed “impossible” discoveries and breakthroughs every month, if not every week, (I can’t surf news THAT well damnit, not until they sync the net with a chip in my head… soon soon… I’ve seen the proof it’s-a-comin’!)
Current Era
That brings us to Now. I can’t be sure when it’ll be evident where NunoXEI.com is going as a personal blog, but it’ll likely start being more obvious in the next month or so. In simple terms, this blog will start documenting aspects of internet geek culture that I not only find interesting, but that also makes up a part of who I am.
Could I go into more details as to what the future holds? Sure. Will I now? No.
One thing I learned with this site is that the greatest part of discovering yourself happens during the steps it takes to follow a chosen path to a desired destination. The destination isn’t important. The red pill is.
That is who I am.